May 31, 2014

Last Week

OMG HAD BEEN SO BUSY!!! Haven't blogged about my week like I promised I would since that time I said I would ): Submissions are coming again and I have so so so many work to do!!!

Nirit's Presentation
Sean's Furnitures
Studio Model
Window Display
Weiling Homework
Wayne's Model
AlanO 3D Max

1 more week to submission and 2 more weeks to term break.

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Anyway, just a small recap on interesting and fun thing that happened last week.

-Monday, bloody nirit not accepting my selected design AGAIN *blows fire out of nose* *tears out all my hair and sticks them back cause I dont wanna be bald* Since last year, she kept picking on me one lehh idky arhhh ): when Eunice sleeps in class, she looks and me and ask me to wake up and go wash face. Then the girl sitting behind me de phone ring and she scold me for not silencing it. I came to school and she never tick my name and say I never come UGHHH

NOWWW 3 WEEKS STILL DONT WANT TO ACCEPT MY SELECTED DESIGN

I really hate how she keep smiling at me and telling me 'sorry, i cannot accept this, the information is not enough. you need to find a new project, do you understand me?' BLOODY HELL LAH YOU I GOT MORE INFORMATION THAN WHAT THE OTHERS FOUND, JUST NO FLOORPLAN ONLY WHAT BLOODY NOT ENOUGH INFORMATION. YOU GO FIND ONE YOU LIKE FOR ME LAH WTH. Others (a few, i asked!!!) they got no floorplan, no background story, no ppt sides, just shoe her photos and tell her what it is, NO FLOORPLAN ALSO. she accept theirs!!!!!!

THIS IS NOT HATE ME, IS CALL WHAT? PLS ENLIGHTEN ME.

OK CHILL

Sean's work, I got it right the first time after listening about the other people's work (the wrong ones) and I feel so proud of myself. hehehe Now the problem is i need to make 5 furniture models that dont look like furniture. IKR. It's always like that. FIVE. and I havent done anything now.

- Tuesday, sick sick sick ): sinus happened in the middle of the night once again and I missed studio lesson. Then idky that day maybe cause I was sick then I was upset and kept crying and missing my mom. Watched A Werewolf Boy (korean movie) and cried even more cause it was too sweet and touching TvT

- Wednesday, went to school and found out WL's class is cancelled so 16 of us (classmates) went out for lunch at AMK Hub after morning lesson then took a Happy Birthday photo for AlanO. Took a lot of photos and it was fun :D

On the same day as the class outing, bff and I went out for dinner and shopped a little hehe for my baby niece lah and also a super cheap polaroid film from the vending machine

- Thursday was super tiring and packed but fun! Morning lesson was just chill and fun cause all we did was discuss about Wayne's new assignment which sound really fun to make. A video/mv! So excited for it but I'm just worried we spend too much time on this and neglect the other more impt work like Studio & AlanO.

In the afternoon, we had NE lesson at the navy@vivo! So fun but very very hot and tiring cause the sun was blazing hot and then we all had to wear jeans. I think it was jeans day for SDN cause almost the whole school (3 course's year 2 only lah) wore jeans hahaha. The navy trip was fun except for the super narrow and high and many many staircases. I have fear of heights and it was a super challenge for me. I kinda hogged everyone behind me hahaha but the person behind me was nice, he just asked me not to worry and go slowly and keep asking me if I am okay. So so so many stairs!!! Then we had a boat ride for like, maybe 20-30 minutes? I'm not sure cause never keep track of the time, just took photo and blow wind. Got a handsome angmoh navy guy on our boat and we took a photo with him haha *shy*

After the navy visit ended, we all got free mcd :D then after that XH and Ger went back to XH's house to bathe while Cherie Eunice and I stayed at Vivocity to buy cake and get balloons (OH DID I MENTION IT WAS XH'S BIRTHDAY THAT DAY??) And since we were too early, we went Sephora and I got my virgin buy there. Kinda ex and heart pain but I keep telling myself I can use it for 1 year + so it's worth it? I guess, I seldom buy make up also! Mostly are pass-it-downs from my mama cause she seem to always buy stuff that she dunno how to use/lazy use/not suit her. I just make do with everything hahaha

In the evening, after getting the balloons and cake we waiting for the taxi and was almost late! So kanchiong cause long queue and no taxi but luckily soon after then got taxi le. Suppose to go to de'Good Cafe then went to wrong shop cause our dear himbo princesstira told us the wrong place cause he wants to go there -.- after we reach, we were so worried she'd be early so we fasterly decorated the place and it was nice. Also, the food was nice and the place is pretty! too bad it was very hot and the lightings are not that great for photos, but they still took a lot of it nonetheless.

I'll make another more detailed post on this with a lot of photos and the place soon after I finish my submission. Bear with me okay. School (education) > Blog.

- Friday! Almost finish with extruding my whole house in 3d max :D Finally started doing Studio model cause the laser machine finally worked. Skipped half of studio lesson to do studio work (legit right?). After that, had an early dinner with Eunice in school Koufu then rushed to Art Friend at Clementi (SO DAMN FAR T^T) to buy stuff. Spent a wee too much time there cause we contemplating if we should buy the pretty colourful wires. In the end, we did. haha

Went back to my place and waited for my friends to pick me up at 1am to come back to JB. Reached home at 3am. Poor mama, had to wait up for me cause I forgotten to bring my house keys ):

- Sat, today :D DIMSUM WITH MAMA HEHEHHEE then payed back my sleep debt a bit and I'm just done with 3dmax exteriors, searching for 3d models and decided I should maybe blog a bit haha.

UHM
I said it's just small update but i think I just blogged about everything HAHAHA just that there are no photos...

I seriously cannot wait for the term break, praying that there will be no homework cause everyone is going guangzhou for school trip so probably no homework... I hope.

Need to go! Going to see my baby niece later! so happy, i'm gonna carry her this time :D

xoxo

May 25, 2014

2011

I got back my old Facebook account and I realized that I was actually the happiest when I was 16. Also the prettiest when I was 16, maybe cause I'm always stressed and not happy now.. Maybe thats why they say happy people are always pretty. But idky I just cannot get happy nowadays. Last time I was always stress free and happy and don't really cry. The photos I used to take, all smiles are genuine and not just a pose for photos. I remember laughing till I get stomach ache all the time. I remember looking forward to a new day everyday. Now I just wanna sleep forever and never wake up. I'm tired. I don't want this life.



































My favourite girl. Omg I'm gonna cry. I miss you so much T^T



dear sayang <3 <3 <3























Jiejie <3



Stupidly happy.







可不可以还我我16岁的快乐
以前很多很多好聊的朋友

能不能一觉醒来发现我只是不小心在fatin的英文课睡着了
我还想上marjana的马来文课,没得下课,迟到被罚不能进班也可以
每天爬4楼上课,下4楼上3楼去上bio physics chemistry也可以
要我每天去omega补习也可以
上无聊的体育课,跑个12分钟6圈以上才A的体能测验
每天吃一样的食堂食物,每天带的便当还没下课就没LYZG sapu完
每天背moral values,做无聊的习题
放学了得空就跟太阳花小姐&nette姐去吃好吃的
考完试了就要tahan自己成绩差还要看LY妈咪emo 就因为没有A+
得空又跑去找CY WS KW ANG的班他们看他们搞怪
erma每天对我罗嗦叫我不要生病 bio要填很多很多的notes
周会听校长念念念 常常国歌洲歌校歌宣誓几句 check diary check领带 check袜子
顺便看senior看junior
上physics我们在后面乱,学老师的slang,给miss esther代课 那她自己画的comic notes
历史课i miss you先生 我答应我一定好好读好好听课好好做功课不要再fail也不再课室偷吃了
chemistry我也答应会好好做功课背formula不要fail
add maths我也会努力多做练习做快一点
koko爬栏杆逃跑,争厕所换衣,偷跑下去hutan吃午餐
留校点名了就跑人 unit beruniform早早就跑回家
music club跳舞时真的很好玩 就是这个时候认识亲爱的sara
那时给某senior说不够努力把亲爱的弄哭了 我直接dulan去骂他
过后又一次连舞不小心OT结果被guard aunty锁在楼上哈哈哈
在班上跟太阳花小姐MC LY他们疯kpop买海报买merchandise
还给某人stalk当娱乐。。。

Good memories all flooding back
Can I go back to 4 bistari?

Small Things That Makes Me Happy

I know I missed my weekly Friday update but I'm really not in the mood to write it... #pms

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Hmm, been in drafts for quite some time now. Saw this question on Ask.fm. It got me thinking...

So, what makes me happy?

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favourite things.....

Uhh, ok, I know, let's not get too carried away hahaha

Ok, small things that makes me happy, hmm..

1. A nice good morning/goodnight text.
2. When someone sings to me.
3. When someone buys me food.
4. Nice, tight hugs
5. Ice cream
6. A hand-written note
7. Something made specially for me
8. When someone remembers something I said.
9. Forehead kisses
10. Cuddles
11.Finding money in my pocket
12. Back scratches
13. A phone call from someone I miss
14. Fast food
15. Dancing
16. Blasting good music
17. Good company

These are my little things that makes me happy.
What are yours? (:
xx.

May 21, 2014

Awkward Wednesday

Today was a super awkward day for me......

1. I was in the toilet when someone blasted into my cubicle -.- HAHAHAHA damn awkward. I'm counting my lucky stars that I was actually already done and dressed, just pulling down my shirt. I heard someone coming into the toilet and suddenly my door jerked open and I looked at the super super shocked girl quite calmly and said 'woah'. It wasn't even a 'WOAH' or 'woooahh!' 'or 'woah!', I just simply stated 'woah.' I think she was super embarrassed cause she was screaming 'I'm so sorry' in a super high pitched voice. Eunicebby at the next cubicle said that she heard someone screaming apologies and heard me saying 'woah', rather calmly. LOL. She thought I was flashed hahahahhaa wtf. I'm not! I'm really lucky I'm already dressed hahaha. I could have been doing my business, or worse, halfway pulling up my pants HAHAHAHA PLEASE DO NOT PICTURE IT!!!!!!

2. I was suppose to go to cca today but then cannot find the club room so we went up and down and walked pass that same room twice but we weren't sure if it was the room so we kept walking and looking at that room and the people there were like, looking at us. We got awkward so we eventually walked away. Then i thought maybe we should go back and take a look. So we did and those people were like staring at us, we got even more awkward cause we actually walked pass and stared at the room... Then we saw someone who was also *i think* looking at us too coming out of the room (there were people outside too), we got embarrassed and quickly walked away hahahaha this one not so awkward as the first one.

3. I bought mcdees fries in school cause there were the best ever. Then I was minding my own business, walking to Subway to find eunicebby which was beside mcd, then these 2 guys were talking and lining up for Subway too, then suddenly one of the guy said 'WHAT' and flapped his arms out and his arms hit me ~.~ luckily I had my paper and wallet held straight (perpendicular to my body) in front of me, or else he would have hit my boobs or face HAHAHAHAHA he was damn shocked and his friend just kept laughing and laughing and laughing. I think he had friends sitting at the tables at the side too and they all laughed. SUPER AWKWARD i tell you!!!!!!

May not sound as awkward/embarrassing like this but imagine if it was you :x
HAHAHAHA, hope you found this funny. 2 more days to Friday!!! Hang on peepo!!!

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xoxo
《冷靜》



有時候你也不明白,
自己為甚麼能夠這麼冷靜。



明明,他與你約定在幾點鐘見面,
結果他遲到甚至失約,
但你還是可以輕易原諒他,
即使他連一個解釋或道歉都欠奉。
明明,你們都已經有一個星期沒見了,
而你還不能知道下一次見面的日期,
但你還可以裝作沒事般,
自己去找節目,自己學習一個人。
明明,他有時間在線去回覆別人的短訊,
而他偏偏沒有回覆過你一句,
但你仍會幫他找理由,他只是在忙,
他不是忘了你,他還是有在乎自己,
不要再勉強去等或要求,他的回覆。
明明,他有意無意讓你發現,
與別的異性有過曖昧,
有過一些,連你也沒有得到的親密與體貼,
但你卻不會因此而太生氣,
可能更會笑著跟他談論那個不認識的第三者,
替他分析對方的想法,要怎麼做才可以討好到對方。
明明,他一再無視你的感受,
忽略你的需要,沒有尊重和珍惜你,
但你卻會對朋友笑說,
其實他是一個好人,他也有對自己好的時候,
你不想讓他有太多煩惱,不想他太難為。
明明,他的謊言越說越多,
越來越容易被你揭穿,
但你,不再會因此而向他質詢,
不會表現生氣、不會要求解釋、不會去問真相,
甚至連暗地去測試他是否真的說謊,也不會去做,
你只會讓自己不去多想,睡一場覺,
第二天,也許就會忘記了,
也許,就不會再難受 ......
 
 
 
其實你知道,自己不是真的冷靜,
你只是讓自己的感受壓抑或隱藏起來,
不想讓自己的情緒太過被影響,
不要一次又一次,因為那些意料之外的真相,
因為那些過份殘酷的事實,
再次崩潰、受傷、痛心、流淚。
其實你還記得,
那一次因為他忘記了你的承諾,
你本來的太多期望,一點一點轉化成絕望,
逐分逐秒折騰你的堅持,
最後你還是一個人面對,被徹底無視的冰冷滋味。
其實你還害怕,
自己每天每夜忍不住看對方的上線時間,
看了一天、兩天、三天、一星期、兩星期,
而他始終沒有理會你,
而你一天又一天的渡日如年。
其實你不想,再一次哭崩於對方面前,
你得到於事無補的安慰,
然後下一次,他又故態復萌,
然後有天你終於會學懂,
甚麼是哭不出來的痛。
其實 ......
你知道這不完全是因為愛,
不完全是堅持,也不是偉大,
不是完全的不求回報,
你或許會期望,
有天能夠奇蹟地感動到對方,
有天能夠再次得到,對方的重視與尊敬;
只是如今,那些溫柔那些快樂那些幸福,
都已經在逐漸遠去,
你手上還捉得緊的,已尚餘不多,
有天也終會失去 ......
即使你是不甘心,即使你其實不想這樣結束,
但,你又會想,
都已經付出了這麼多,
也不介意再,堅持多一會兒;
你寧願讓自己閉上雙眼,
裝作看不見對方的壞與缺點,
甚至裝作,自己仍然在夢裡沒有醒來,
讓自己可以繼續去相信,
對方與自己也一樣,
一直為這段關係盡力到最後,
大家心裡面就只有對方一個人,
你仍然可以擁有,他偶爾贈予你的溫暖 ......



即使如今,
你只可以用冷靜來面對身邊的冰冷,
其實你不想自己這麼冷靜,
只是你忘記了,兩個人真心相對時的那種熱度;
是不應該再委屈下去的,
但你說,你不想後悔 ......
但你早已放棄了,自己的底線。


CR: Facebook - Middle

May 18, 2014

KPOP Mood

Rain is still the best no matter how old is he. No matter if he is attached or single. Military service did him well.








SEXEHHHHHHH *喷鼻血* before you judge me, all girls like these kind of body ok, and fan girls are creeps so you cannot do anything about it hhahahahaa











AND THE BIRTHDAY BOY HIMSELF - TAEYANG 


featuring GDGDbabybabybaby







JAWLINE JAWLINE JAWLINE JAWLINEEEEEEEEEE
Happy Birthday Young Baeeeee

May 17, 2014

Where to watch Korean dramas and shows with English subs

Yeap, the title explains it all. This post is for the kdrama, kshows lovers.

I just found some really really good websites to watch kdramas and kshows with English subs!!! Like finally, good websites with high quality and a lot of shows and dramas to watch. If you already know about these websites, congratulations for being smarter than me! YAY. If you don't know, congratulations for reading this post cause I personally really really love these 2 websites!!! I've been watching them for like 2 months already and so far I'm loving it.

Ok enough of the crap, you must be dying to know where to watch (you probably skipped my whole paragraph hahahahhaa)

KEngSub.com - This one is for variety/reality shows like Running Man, We Got Married, Dream Team, Hello Baby, Barefoot Friends, Strong Heart, Happy Together and Family Outing. Not just that, they even have 2pm Show, 2NE1 TV, KPOP Star Hunt! They also have the latest episodes of the ongoing shows on their home page so you don't have to search for it. I really like this show cause I can watch the old episodes of RM. With this website, I don't need to watch them in dailymotion where they have separate parts and sometimes no English subs ):

I have just finished watching WGM Global Edition 2 (SHINee Key & Yagi Arisa , Super Junior Heechul & Guo Xuefu) episode 6 and I'm loving it!!! It gives me so much feelssssssss I need to rave about how much I love Key and Heechul and how sweet is the wedding process hahahahhaa so please just scroll down if you wanna see where to watch kdramas (;

First off, KEYKEYKEYKEY BABYBABYBABY ♡♡♡♡♡
Where to even start....... I shall just spam their photos starting from the first photo I see on google ok.





















*inserts a hot photo of KeyBaby* This was taken after their couple shot.









YAGI ARISA IS ONLY 20 YEARS OLD (KOREAN AGE) SAME AS MEEEE OMG AND SHE IS A TOP MODEL ON THE RUNWAY AND WHAT AM I OMGGGGG SHE IS DAMN PRETTY JAP+FRENCH MIX AND WHAT AM I SHE IS FILMING WE GOT MARRIED WITH WITH THE 2ND LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I AM WATCHING HIM BEING SO DAMN SWEET TO HER *breaks down and cry cause I can never be her* *sudden sadness*

Their wedding was the best T^T Cruise wedding, I want that too ok. Going to the wedding place in a limo. PLEASE, WO YAO!!! ): haih, real life vs tv shows......

OK now is heechul oppa~~~~~~ ♡♡♡
and xuefu (puff) who is so cute, can compare with guigui lolol

































I SWEAR I ALMOST DIED SEEING THIS SCENE I WAS SCREAMING AND CURSING AND ALMOST CRYING WHEN I SAW THIS HAPPENED LIKE WTF KIM HEECHUL YOU KISSED HER WTF WTF WTF YOU BIT HER LIPS WTHHHHH KILL ME. NOW.

Give me a minute while I calm myself down again...








Ok, I'm back.

If it were to be Eunhyuk or Key or Kai (EXO) to kiss like that I will die. Seriously. I remember refusing to watch a WGM couple cause I really liked that guy at that time, was it Nichkhun or Yong Hwa? I really don't remember hahahaha cause now my heart belongs to uhm 3 people (only!) lololol.

YES, BACK TO TOPIC!!!

dramafire.com - this one is for dramas and movies. They have Korean, Japanese, Taiwanese, Hong Kong and also Anime! All English subs and because I only watched kdrama, I only know how the system goes for Korean category. For Korean cat, they are separated into movies and dramas, in dramas, they are separated into (top part) current ongoing and popular dramas and (bottom, scroll down) the completed dramas. All titles are written in English so you have to know the english name of the show if you wanna watch. Then after clicking into the show you want, they have the overall summary at the top and bottom would be the episodes. After chosing the episodes, you can choose the videos you computer can play.

Everyone's pc/laptop is different so mine prefers the first video and some videos cannot be play and idky so I don't watch them. I wanted to watch Dream High 2 after Dream High ended but it can't be played. I cant watch Monstar too ): Still looking for a website where I can watch online so if any of you knows, please tell me ok! Jeongmal Kamsahabnida!!! (:

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That's all from me today!

Spent my Saturday watching Gossip Girl (pollystreaming.com) Season 1 Ep 4 (I know I'm slow!!! My English teacher when I was 16 was obsessed with this show, she was always watching them in class while we mind our own business, YES MY TEACHER, but she only watch after finish telling us what to do) and I think I'm on team Serena hahaha, might be bias cause I like her voice, and WGM Global Edision all 6 eps of them.

Tomorrow shall be homework day. YAY, me. bye (;
xoxo