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Hi there dearies, so, how was your 2013?
As I said in my last post, mine sucked but I'm not gonna elaborate on that.
But as sucky as it seems to be, it was a not bad year too *counts blessings*

So, there usual year end post, here is a short summary of what I did this year! (:

January:
Went to Lasalle and NAFA's open house.
Click here to read about it. I might go again this year for fun. IDK hahaha.

Photo shoot for mom's friends's friend for her shop banner *shy*

February:
Dyed my bottom half hair red for CNY!

Met Kim Jong Kook!
Click here to read about it :D

March:
Got sponsored a camera ZR700
Click here to read about it.

April:
Went back to SSI for Hari Koko!

Officially started school in NYP.

May:
Prayed a lot of Malaysia (changing govenment)

June:
End of 1st semester, end of first time submissions (:

Nose bleed a loooooooot and went to see the doctor to get 7 different types of medicine ):

GD OOAK Concert In Singapore!
Click here to read about it :D

July:
Super Show 5 in Singapore!!!
Click here to read about it :D

August:
Went to Hk Town in Johor but couldn't get inside due to sold out tickets ):

Did hair extensions that dropped after 2 days to a week.

Baked macaroons for the first time

Had my first outdoor photo-shoot.

September:
Baked rainbow cupcakes!
Read about it here.

celebrated darling Travis's 2nd birthday.

October:
Second outdoor photo-shoot at night!

Celebrated my 18th birthday at my house with a few people.

Started my online shop, Fashion Bling Online.

November:
Fan girled over Shio wtf hahaha

Celebrated CY's birthday

Broke up.

December:
Model submission that I'm very proud of hahaha. Will post the photos next time!

TF camp!

Celebrated Christmas at church and it was all awesome.

And right now, I'm getting ready to meet Lee Hom for count down. Cheh cheh like my friend hahaha.

GTG bye everyone,
thank you for reading all these and hopefully you'll be here to read next year's year end post too :D

Sending a lot of love to my loyal readers.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

La Vie

Well hello there.

It's a night post again.

As you have seen from my title -- La Vie, which means the life, in french, I'm talking about my life. The life, actually. The life I want, to be specific.

So, what do I want in my life?

What is THE LIFE that I'm craving for?

Probably due to my current boring school life, or because I am an 18 year old youngest daughter of my protective parents and sisters, I somehow crave for an adventurous life.

Yeah, I know. But a girl can dream right?

I'm always dream of how would it be like to have a very happening life.

To be an air stewardess to be travelling all over the world.

To be a cover model taking photoshoots for magazines and advertisements.

To be a make up artist making people even prettier.

To be a dancer joining all sorts of dance battles.

To be a singer performing on stage to many people.

To be an actress trying out many different characters.

To be a photographer taking photos of beautiful sceneries everywhere.

To be a fashion designer designing clothes to be shown on the runway.

I, I don't really want a quiet peaceful life.

For me, I'm only young once and I don't wanna grow old regretting not doing any of the things that I wanted to do. I can have the quite boring life when I am old and not able to walk anymore. I'd then tell my grandchildren what i did when I was young and to tell them to do the same as I did because if they don't, they'll soon be old like me, without much time left and energy to do so.

2013, haven't been the greatest like I always thought it would be, due to being 18 years old. Actually, 2013 sucked ttm. For my close friends to know, I had a real sucky year. But however sucky it was, I managed to tick off half of my list.

1. This blog to become popular / instagram hit 1k followers / twitter 500 followers
2. Attend a countdown party 
3. Go to Disney Land / Sanrio Land
4. Go to Korea / Greece / Japan
5. Keep my hair long
6. See the Eiffel Tower (Go to Paris)
7. Date someone
8. Dancing on water
9. Sleeping under the stars
10. See my bias 

Haven't been able to travel this year, but it's okay. It's gonna be 2014 in 3 days, in 3 days, it's been a whole new year to start. So, have you all set your new years' resolution? I haven't really done mine yet. But here is a draft of it.

1. Instagram 2.5k (currently 1.7+k, almost 1.8k)

2. Splits. (lost them and my flexibility!)

3. ZR1000/TR150

4. FBO to go well.

5. Go to church more often.

6. Directors's list (WHO AM I KIDDING WTF)

hahaha stupid list, i know but it keeps me going. Just so I can have the sense of archievement of ticking it off every year (:

ok, going off bye.

xoxo

(oh I saw this pencil case or whatever case it is at *scape that day that says xoxo, so tempted to buy but I know I woudn't us it so yeah hahaha)

have you ever...

have anyone of you had this feeling before?

one minute you're happy and another minute you saw something you don't wanna see and your mood instantly turns bad.

(im not even bothering abt grammar spelling and punctuation and spacing and paragraphs now)

this year had been super roller coaster to me. but at the end of the year, i realized its probably a test from god. and god's way of asking me  to go back to him (not as in die lah of course).

if you were to ask me what happened, tbh. i really dunno whats going on.

all i know was my life has been up and down a lot in a fast speed.

one day im in the sky and another day im in the mud pit with pigs (no offence, pigs)

it could be abt friends or relationships or school or my emotions

its like its all messed up

my life is all messed up

and right now, when i first started typing this paragraph for some reasons i was in the verge of tears

then now im feeling better again probably because of some friends who never abandoned be despite all the shitty crap i went through and ranted abt to them. fyi im always spamming them whenever i got angry or upset or happy or anything. well, they usually just ignore me (stares angrily at you all) but you know i still love you all.

anyway, since im feeling better now i thought i might just finish up my homework that i was doing halfway until i decided to rant  bit here.

just to let you all know im not an emotionless robot who just types random stuff and not feel anything

i do have stuff going around my life

its not actually as boring as i always made it sound like

oh well, i guess i typed quite a bit of stuff here. gg off soon

heart you all

bye

xx